happy OR fear

Questions.... questions and more questions....

Shall I go on accepting the colors & ignore the fear?

OR

Should I just ignore the colors & continue to live colorless?

...to fall in love...

...to be in love...

...to accept & understand...

...to give & take...

...to forgive & forget...

This sounds like a new chapter of life filled with dozens of colors & shades from LOVE.
This sounds like a new chapter of life filled with dozens of joy & moments from LOVE.

BUT

Why am I sensing fear all over on this??~

~ wat is |ov3 ~

" In my life there's been heartache & pain...

I don't know if I could face it again...

Can't stop now I've traveled so far

To change this lonely life~~

......I wana know what Love is~~~
I wana feel what Love is~~~ " - Foreigner

How do you know if you have fallen for someone?
How do you know if you are in love?
How does it feels like to be falling in love?
How do you know if it is really love and not a crush?

My Escapade

arrived early.

discover the surrounding, the environment.

making myself relaxed & comfortable.

strolling down the sandy beach under the sunny sun & feeling splashes of waves washing up the shore with my bare foot.

leaving footprints along the sandy beach as i keep one walking.

windy windy makes me so carried away and look forward for another escapade.

such a special escapade which is my all time favorite way of breakaway .... 

something meaningful yet memorable....

a day to just relax, fully relax at somewhere without familiar faces around me....

...lip balm...

I've seen lip balm in pot;
I've seen lip balm in stick;
I've seen lip balm in tube;
BUT
Lip balm in a piece of paper .... ???

This is something which never come across my mind, lip balm in paper form. Until, until someone crack this idea while I was applying my lip balm in stick form....

It reminds me of the olden age where the ladies uses something - red paper as their lipstick; Just press your lips together with the paper placed in between your lips.

but...but....lip balm....??? in paper form??
wow~~ really innovative :p
really had a great laugh & on the other hand scratching & cracking my head how would it be like lip balm in paper form....

teeemptiiing~~

.....received a box of chocs called Brandy-Beans.... thank u~~

Well, the choc smells & looks tempting (from the cover of the box)....
.... but~ but~ sigh~~ I couldn't get a taste of it now.

Sad~ sad~ ...instead of having a taste of d chocs I had a taste of cough syrup..... "thanx" to my early-stage sorethroat, I can't eat it now....

arghh~~~ so so tempting~~~
wana recover soon to taste it real soon.....
eee....I won't get myself drunk rite?~

IvoryChocTorte

....geeee......

I keep thinking & almost giving up on this cake.....really.....

Tensed up raised high up into the air rightt from the moment I start preparing the ingredients till the final touch on d decor.

.....with the support & encouragement given throughout the day till night, I finally managed to get it done......

thank you~

really thankful for all that was done~

"breakaway"

I always wanted my way of breakaway...
I always imagine my way of breakaway...

to Breakaway from where I am....
to Breakaway from things that I'm tired of....

just Breakaway.....
near or far~
day or days~
it just doesn't matter at all~

...as long as I could neither think nor worry of anything just for a moment which all matters...

My breakaway would be some where, some place.... which will always be my all time favorite breakaway.

...am looking forward for my way of breakaway soon.

- Surprised Mode -

....am still in 'Surprised Mode' although the moment had passed hours ago....

Was having an afternoon talk with a friend and this friend some how start up the conversation about Lee Hom's upcoming concert. This reminds me that I yet to grab Lee Hom's new album and since I'm a fan of him, I wanted to grab on his album soon.

The conversation was still 'fresh' since it was in the afternoon then unexpectedly, I was presented the album hours later in the evening.

Surprised and speechless that I thought I was dreaming or...or...something....and April Fool over too.

Never expected that I will get the album so soon...
Never expected that I will be presented the album...
And of course, never expected that it was presented from him...

...pretty difficult for me to describe how I feel that night....

The moment I was told that there's something for me...
The moment something was taken out...
The moment that something was presented to me...
The moment I took it & look what's inside...
The moment I found out what it is...

All I could say is, I'm really surprised and yes, I'm very happy.

Thank you & I really appreciate it.

Am relaxed.....

I can't remember when was the last time I get to sleep well....almost forgot how does it feels like having a good night sleep.....but last night is the night that I finally get to sleep well after so many sleepless nights.....

....went to some where I always wished for and wanted to be there....
....a place which is my all time favorite......
....a place that really makes me forget about what I'm going through although just one night....
.....just relax....

Well, unfortunately I can't do much on what I wanted to due to my inconvenient condititon.
I just sit right where I am and enjoy the environtment for as long as I could.
Feeling the light breeze touching my skin......echos of waves....so relaxed that I wish the night is still young and that I could have that moment longer.....

.....thank you~~~