....my self-esteem....

Las 2 days-Friday morning, as i'm stil asleep, i felt my phone in silent mode vibrating. i'm so asleep n didn't want to open my eyes, the call is left ignored.

It's time to wake up, i chek my phone, i saw my fren's name appeared. i return her call i guess and i heard her good news that she was invited for an interview. Congrats to ya buddy. she asked me to acompany her to the interview n since i'm so nothign to do i jst agreed.
..............then now myself, i was happy for her as she's a freshie & smart & a grad from Oz, it's a good start for her n it's a quick start for her too. As for me, i was rather sad of myself, i'm starting to feel lack of confidence in the working life now, n i seems to start returning my knowledge back to the books and to my lecturers........

My mentor seems to ask me to go for off-campus exam to refresh my knowledge again in order to gain my confidence to start my career in what i'm majoring, but i find it, it's not as easy as what he's suggesting.....

Hmm.....i wish luck is on my side soon, and i'm not way back behind than them....it's rather an embarassed thing to be in the group......